Chronicles of a Baby Nurse
Who knew saving lives would be so hard?!?!?!?
Monday, January 26, 2015
Busting mine to save yours
Working in the medical field was not my first choice. My childhood fantasy was to become a librarian. Seriously. I love to read with a passion that is borderline unhealthy, so working in a library seemed like the perfect job to me. So imagine my surprise 20 years later when I find myself going through LVN school, passing my NCLEX and becoming a nurse. I was terrified. Am I really ready to hold someone's life in my hands? After 4 months I can confidently say, I am still terrified. I work in long term care so it's largely geriatrics. That's a lot of health care issues and even more medications, some I have never even heard of. (7 times out of 10 I'm hiding in the back googling a medication because pharm sucks) I encounter new challenges, awkward situations, and pushy family members. Death and disease are always lurking around the corner. Some (most) days I want to run screaming from the building as it burns to the ground and those are the days that I hate the most. Because it makes my job that much harder. But I wake up every morning and trudge back into the trenches because I work in the business of people. Someone's grandma is relying on me to come to work and take care of her. So I show up with a huge smile and an open heart and a prayer for a good day. And if I'm lucky, I get one.
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